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They approach me for a part in the youth week of prayer. The topics were "digital ministry in action or campus life in action," and I chose digital ministry. Why? I haven't been in school for over 10 years, so I didn't feel it would be appropriate for me to present this. Also, it was on a Wednesday, which I always have another appointment. The remaining one was the digital ministry. Compared to the other one, this was more interesting because I write blogs, so I could relate.

Leave my job by faith after working for 3 years and 7 months without having another job lined up!

On the day that "I Want to Quit My Job, But..." was published, I sent my resignation letter. That blog was written between 2 and 4 weeks ago because I upload my blogs every two weeks. It's kind of comic that I quit on the same day that the other blog was published. Today, I quit my job. This has been a long journey. I can't precisely explain all of it, but it all led to this decision. Somehow, I feel kind of bad, not because I'm leaving this place, but because of the people I

Has your job ever taken the place of God as your provider? In this blog, I share my experience of how my job became my source of security instead of trusting God for provision.

How can I trust the Lord when things get worse, when I can't trust Him now? This year, I want to pray about everything, and that comes with a lot of faith and trust in the Lord. But how can I trust God now? When I look around me, it's like I'm still living pretty well and save here in the Netherlands. We are not yet in war or anything like that. It seems like we have it good here. It's good to notice that whatever happens in the world also affects us. That means because of wa

Do you ever feel like God answers everyone else’s prayers but not yours? Lately, everything looks so impossible. No matter how I look at my situation, God is the only One I can truly trust. I’m trusting Him to provide both a family house and a new job. I admit I haven’t been consistent in my job search or even in prayer. Still, the desire to leave my current job has been on my mind for a long time. Some days, I feel like resigning immediately, but financial concerns keep me

I look around an wonder "Why do most people struggle financially?" Is the problem systematic or your expectation?

This year, I want to focus on praying about everything, no matter how small. One of my prayers is to find a family house that is not expensive before my marriage. This is how I'm trusting the Lord with a family house. My future marriage I'm getting married in April, and since December, my partner and I have searched for social housing. We each registered separately; the longer your registration, the better your chances. Some people wait 10 to 15 years. My registration is 3 ye

Have you drifted away from God that coming back to him is hard? This year, I want to focus on praying about everything, no matter how small it is.

They rejected Jesus. What makes me think that following God, I won't be rejected, too? I can't convince anybody to choose Jesus, but I can tell them about my experience with Jesus!

I want to quit the job opportunity I prayed for and trusted the Lord for. I want to quit my job, but...

The people that would judge you the worst, are your church members. This blog goes about the gazing eyes at church!

It took me one year to realise that being a leader of a child ministry is the way the Lord wants to teach me patience.

Did you ever wonder, why dealing with people cost a lot of energy? Dealing with people is a headache! me telling my part of the story!

Did you ever pay attention to how often you complain about day? I did this 7 day of not complaining, and it wasn't easy, much more if there

So, has 2025 come to an end? I'm happy that I can say "happy new year 2026, but I wonder, how didn't I achieve most of my goals in 2025? The new year paradox Everybody is familiar with the "new year, new me" phrase. This phrase is very common. When the new year starts, we have a long list of goals we want to accomplish. Having goals is great, but how many of these goals really get accomplished? Most of the time, none of them get done. I realised that “new year, new me” doesn'

A person studying the Bible I was preparing a program for next year for the kids, and my biggest fear is teaching them something biblically unsound. While preparing this program, I was completely confused between two people in the Bible. From where does the confusion come? I don't really know, but sure, I saw the importance of studying the Bible for myself. The program Next year will be the second year that I'm the leader of the kids (ages 0 to 18). I don't have a degree in w

In this song "The Fountain" i wanted to show that only god is the one who loves me. The original title was "He loves me." With this song, I participated in a song festival in 2024, if I'm not mistaken. This is my first official MV. I didn't hear anything after the song festival or who won, but my song is online. The fountain lyrics -Song #8 Every time, I find a way to praise the Lord oh yes I do because He loves me Because He loves me He is the Lord of my salvation in Him

My dream job has been to work with plants in big companies, until I realized that God might want me to reach my gardening dream in a way that is unconditional for me! These are the new insights for reaching my gardening dreams.

I keep starting again! I want to sew, play guitar, write a blog, sing and write songs, and so much more, but I'm not good enough. I keep...