New insights for reaching my gardening dreams

Reaching my gardening dream

How often have you tried to do something that didn't work out? And you tried repeatedly, the same way, for many years. This is my experience of finding my dream job until I gained new insights for reaching my gardening dream.

Job hunt.

I have been trying to find my dream job for six years. How can I be enough to be accepted at this company? I have tried for six years, applying with no luck!

Since I was a kid, I have loved plants. I had this crazy dream that one day I would have my plantation and a lab to research my plants. While growing up, I never thought that that was a job.

I can't clarify why I studied to work in a laboratory. Maybe it was because of that dream I had as a kid? Still, that isn't enough to get my dream job because I lack basic plant knowledge.

I have been sowing seeds yearly for the last five or six years. Before that, I always had a little garden on my balcony. I love taking care of plants; they are exciting.

After much thought about which curriculum to follow to enhance my chances of getting my dream job, I saw many studies and courses for professionals. I also found jobs for people without experience, which I don't want to do. So, I kept searching until I found a gardening course. I immediately knew, "This is what I want to do."

I couldn't decide why I would do other curricula and courses until I found the gardening course. Gardening is something I have been doing on my balcony for years. Still, I try to get a job somewhere else where my little experience is overlooked and seen as insufficient. So, I changed my perspective on things. And I know this idea is from God. Why do I keep trying to do something to get into those big labs and companies, and I do nothing for myself?

I keep figuring out what I can do to get that job that I don't know if I want to do because I don't know. What if all those nos for 6 years plus what God is redirecting me about my "dream"? I dream I need to get a job in a big company because only then will I be able to work with plants, but He wants me to build my own. I also made a YouTube channel to document how I will reach my goal of one day having my garden!

Never stop dreaming, even if it looks small and slow. I believe God has big plans for my dreams, even if the way is unconventional.

Keep dreaming, keep trying, and don't give up!

My unconventional garden was some years ago.